I miss my horses so bad it hurts. My fil sent pics to our odd and it took me over a week to look at them. Spirit looks so mad and pissy and Domino looks very sad...I cannot stand it and I can't do anything about it.
I should never have left them. I wanted to bring them, Brandon wanted to leave them...he won. And funny thing is, we are surrounded by hundreds of acres of pasture, horses and cows. Truthfully though, I can't even look at the horses for too long, a couple look like Domino. I do talk to them though and they'll flick an ear or two. Ours would come if you called them or whistled.
I need to find a way to make some money at home. I can't work with my knee the way it is but I need to raise the money to get them up here. I promised both of them forever homes (just like my beloved Misty, Star and my precious Choncho...who all passed on our land) and I just can't stand them way down there and no knowin' how they are treated...I find I trust NO ONE.
It just gets me. It has been such a change since we moved here and I find change hard. I find it even harder without my equine friends. I have been so lonely lately.
Anyhow, any positive thoughts for my boys and for them to get up here soon would be greatly appreciated and I would be forever greatful.
My Star and Choncho
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